Changes..
Personal changes need to be made. Right now!
What happened last night was completely unacceptable and must never happen again. It was foolish, dangerous and didn’t achieve anything.
Sure I could be angry with others for it. Ultimately though the buck stops with me. I’m at fault.
I’m ashamed of myself. Angry with myself. Mortified at the way I treat others.
Never again!
Things that annoy me.
People who get grumpy with you for not getting up at the same time they do.
I just rendered out and uploaded videos to YouTube for release while I’m unable to consistently live stream.
I just spent fours straight days failing. I thought I had this process down - I thought I knew how to do what I needed. After success last week I started failing at every turn. Each time I overcame an obstacle a new one popped up in its place. I haven’t been so frustrated, discouraged, and upset in a long time.
The videos I have prepared aren’t the most amazing thing to ever grace YouTube. Pretty simple gameplay highlight clips, just a few things I thought were entertaining, and frankly half the number I had intended to produce.
I wanted two videos a week and I will only have one a week. But that’s one more video per week than I was going to be able to release yesterday.
Not meeting your goals isn’t failure. Giving up is failure. I have a giant list of things to complete before I leave for NorCal tonight but I woke up two hours earlier than I should have just to give this ONE more try.
I might not have met my original goal, two videos per week, but I tried my very hardest every single day and I know I did the absolute best I can. I’m proud of myself. I would have been proud of myself even if I had left today without uploading anything - because I never gave up. I threw my hands up many times, walked away, threw fits, cried, shouted at the computer, but I always came back. I’m so happy I kept trying.
If you’re failing at something right now, please keep going. I know uploading videos of WoW to YouTube isn’t the world’s most noble goal, and might be pretty far removed from whatever’s going on in your life right now, but as long as you give the task you’re on 100% of your efforts you can be proud of the outcome regardless of how “successful” it seems.
Asked by Anonymous Anonymous
Are you going to "The Beatles: The Lost Concert" movie premier in a few weeks?
Wasn’t planning on it. I’m sorry to say it’s one of the few bands I know little about. Maybe I should go, might learn something.
Things that annoy me.
British born and speaking people who say beta, like ‘bata’. Particularly in reference to beta testing software.
I make software; I know how to say it.
There is only one ‘a’.
Stop making shit up; and get your eyes checked!
(Unless of course you’re American; in which case your still wrong.)
Life Plan
I think I’ve decided what I want to do in the immediate future of my life. I’m not saying it’s going to happen like this; after all plans are made to be changed.
How long has it been since you last heard this?
Love these guys!
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY